Hey my sunshines,

it’s been a long time since I’ve really talked to you.

And honestly… I’ve missed you a lot.

I can’t thank you enough for still being here...for holding space for me when everything felt impossible.

The last four years have been the hardest years of my entire life.

First, my mom passed away.

A year later, my grandma passed away too.

Yes, my mom died before my grandma.

It broke me in ways I didn’t even know I could break.

The rest of my family fell apart after that. People stopped talking to each other. It felt like every connection I had was breaking piece by piece.

And as if that wasn’t already enough to handle, my body started to turn against me. I developed strange skin problems...first rashes, then rosacea, then acne, and then new kinds of rashes again. No doctor could really help me. No cream, no treatment, no explanation.

I legit looked like a tomato 24/7! My skin exploded into this wild acne no one had EVER seen...

seriously, it just kept getting worse every day. I went to like 50 doctors, and no one could fix it. Then I started taking advice from a very new and unconfirmed source and FINALLY saw some improvement! Still healing, but at least makeup has me feeling cute again. Tbh, I spent months crying, hiding inside, and not even stepping out. It was rough…

You have to understand, I’ve always taken such good care of my skin. I had a fantastic skin, always! I was proud of it. It was part of who I was. And suddenly, it went completely crazy. It felt like the final crown on top of everything that was already falling apart.

(I’m planning to open up more about my skin & health journey. Let me know in the comments below if that’s something you’d vibe with!)

It was one of those times when you truly feel like the whole world is against you.

No emotional support.

No one who really understood me.

I was completely on my own.

But even then, deep down, I knew I wasn’t truly alone. Every message you’ve sent, every comment, every silent supporter...I carried you in my heart, and it gave me strength. You, and only you, my sunshines, brought back my hope!

I knew I had to prove to the world who I was, again.

I know many of you are facing your own storms right now, especially in these uncertain times… Maybe you can sense what I’m going through too.

Just when I thought I was ready to get back up, make music again, write songs, and create new music videos, that’s when AI appeared.

Artificial Intelligence.

AI made me freeze, again! It felt as if every artist’s work, my work included, had been used to train it. Like something sacred, the human spark, the art, the years of hard work, and the emotions behind every song were fed into a machine.

And I thought: Of all the things that could happen, why this?

I didn’t start with talent. I didn’t have support.

I started from zero. No connections. No gifts. No lucky breaks.

I fought for every inch of progress. I had to learn everything the hard way.

Just when I thought, “Okay, now’s my time, now I can finally shine, show the world my voice and who I really am”, AI arrived and turned the world upside down.

But honestly, I kept thinking, ‘Will people still see how much heart and effort I put into my songs and music videos now that AI exists?’”

Finally I realized something important. Each time I fought it, it stressed me out and made my skin & health worse…

And suddenly, something clicked. Maybe AI isn’t the end of art...maybe it’s just the beginning of something amazing we can create together.

AI might not be working against me...maybe it’ll even help me bring my big vision to life. At least I have to give it a shot.

In another moment, I thought, AI is not here to replace us; it’s here to support us, enhance our imagination, and give wings to our ideas. It’s a partner, not competition.

And then, seemingly out of nowhere, there it was again... that tiny spark inside me.

The same spark that had saved me before.

That inner voice inside whispered:

“Don’t you dare give up.

It doesn’t matter what they say.

It doesn’t matter how many times they try to knock you down.

You can’t let this be the end.”

And that spark grew. Slowly, but it grew.

I told myself: No matter what, I’ll show the world it’s still possible. That no machine can take away what makes us human...our hearts, our emotions, our stories.

I won’t lie, it hasn’t been easy. It’s still not. I'm still scared sometimes.

Some days I feel strong. Others I feel like I have to drag myself forward.

But I’m proud to say that I’ve kept going.

I’ve worked on new songs.

New music videos.

And my newest video, oh my God, it’s the most work I’ve ever put into anything!!!

“Change the World” took me 5 months.

“Save My Life” took 8 months.

But this one, I’ve been working on it for 14 months straight.

Fourteen months of sleepless nights, doubts, passion, and purpose.

And it’s finally coming together.

But there’s something much bigger I need to share with you.

We are living in scary times.

The world feels uncertain like never before.

No one truly knows what the future will bring.

That’s exactly why, now more than ever, we have to stick together.

We have to be there for each other.

Every one of us faces challenges.

But it’s easier to overcome them together.

Don’t let the world crush your dreams.

Don’t let anyone make you feel small.

Keep fighting. Keep believing.

And I'm here for you...always!

My biggest dream has always been to go on tour...to meet you all, face to face, at a real concert, feeling that connection in the same room.

Deep inside, I still believe it will happen one day.

Do I think it’ll be easy? No.

Do I believe we’ll make it anyway? Absolutely.

As long as we hold on to each other and never stop believing.

I’ve decided to give AI a chance. Together with you, I want to experiment, create, and discover new possibilities. Imagine us creating something the world has never seen...together.

Let's go on this adventure and test AI together and see what happens.

As my first little experiment, I created an account on Sora (@veevonderland), and I’ve opened my cameo for you! Cameo on Sora (Sora by OpenAI is a new social media app) is a feature where you can create fun, creative videos featuring me.

If you still need an invite code, just DM me. They’re super hard to get right now, but together we’ll make sure everyone in our community gets one.

Join me. Let’s have fun, create unforgettable moments, and most importantly, let’s write this new chapter together. Whatever the future holds, we’ll face it united.

Let’s spread our message together.

Let’s stay connected.

Let’s never stop believing in the magic of what we can create together.

Love u tons,

Vee